God Knows Why

I had a dream
I told a thousand stories
wrote a thousand books
I danced around
in the summer glory
earned a hundred looks
Yesterday you asked me a few questions
I didn't say the truth
You told me to go read the Bible
but I'm only on page two
You think you can fix it with a smile
I want it to be over
I want it to be done
I want to end the pain
Don't let my heart grow numb
I want to scream
I want to cry
I want to laugh
God knows why
I had a thought
I knew a thousand reasons
put them all to use
I walked around
in the autumn season
I could never lose
But today I feel like something's missing
I don't know what to do
I don't have a thousand stories
I only have a few
I want it to be over
I want it to be done
I want to end the pain
Don't let my heart grow numb
I want to scream
I want to cry
I want to laugh
Only God knows why