Saturday, May 10, 2014

There is a Girl of Just Sixteen

There is a girl of just sixteen –
She is no more than you or me –
She has a couple Distant Dreams,
She dreams and dreams and dreams and dreams –

Why does she work so hard? – you wonder –
It’s in her blood and raising, too –
Put School first – don’t make a blunder
Her parents said – that is the Rule.

She works and works and works and works,
Holding back her fireworks –
Put School first – indeed she does –
In front of everything she loves –

Her fingers red – from ceaseless writing –
Her heart is sore – hold back her lightning –
Her lips are torn – from all her biting –
Stress is growing, building, heightening –

She has a map upon her wall
Labeled places she wishes to go –
Wonders if she’ll get there at all –
College may be her only hope –

But how does she get to college?
Good Grades are what she dreams and needs –
School is becoming less about knowledge
And more about a degree.

Until then her pen runs across
Her paper laid down like the loss
Of all hopes and dreams and happy thoughts –
Growing old with age and dirty moss –

This girl is tired, tired, tired –
As she works and works and works –
And she dreams, dreams, dreams –
She dreams so hard it hurts –

But don’t give up – she says –
Never ever give in.
So she prays and prays and prays and prays –
That the Darkness will not win.

Friday, March 28, 2014

Enlightenment

The wind whistles by
into the stormy sky,
past the pale passerby
such as me.

The sky is silver,
I will forgive her,
the sky is gray,
my tears are free.

Pressure building,
rain is singing
sweet songs of tragedy.

The heavens are gray,
bare trees will sway,
sweeping my tears away,
I can see.

Wednesday, October 9, 2013

Cold Shoulder

There is a tension
a growing glare
clouds gather
The back of your head
is all I see
I'm running and running
but I don't move
Wind begins to blow
I am frozen in place

by your icy indifference
cold shoulder
stinging rain
sweet release
I've been waiting so long
the drought had me hopeless
now I am free
lightning empowers me
I move forward
lunging with determination
I tap your shoulder
but you are an illusion
my hand falls right through
and I fall, too
down into the darkness
thunder in my ears

Tuesday, October 8, 2013

"Harmless"

The lake looks calm
peaceful
harmless
glittering in the sunset
It is tempting
I know exactly what I want
I want to swim
I test the water
It is cold
but I know I will get used to it
So without a second thought
I plunge right in
I can stand on the rocks
and the muddy ground
until I get in deeper
I can swim
but this lake
is foreign to me
The first time I go under
it is exhilarating
I sink into the murk once again
I cannot breathe
I can no longer swim
I am floundering at the mercy of the water
just like that
things changed
I underestimated the lake
and it spurned me
unseen fish nip at my ankles
as I gasp for air
A cold, slimy hand
grabs my leg
pulling me deeper
I am dying
I am dying

Monday, October 7, 2013

Slow to Trust

You retreat to a dark place
I cannot follow
I see you slip away
I reach out
but you are so far already
A coyote
turning to run
fleeing in fear
I am just a human
clumsy, slow
incapable of understanding
What's worse
I look like the hunter
a human as well
He has hurt you so many times
You are so slow to trust
so slow to trust that not even
those who try to protect you
can earn your trust
Slow to trust
Quick to run
You don't trust anyone
They want to keep you in a cage
and you know that
So you continue to run...

Friday, October 4, 2013

Surrounded by People

Surrounded by people
you are silent

In a crowded room
you are alone

You are hardly
the boy I know

Not quite the same as the boy who
walked down the street with me

You are cold and distant
not the playful guy
who surprises me from behind

The boy who tickled me the other day
is gone
replaced by a stranger

A tired, worn soul

The hand I used to hold
is slightly out of reach

Thursday, October 3, 2013

Leaves

the crunch of leaves
beneath my feet
I can feel
that autumn breeze
hardly makes a sound
lifting leaves off the ground
spinning around
this quiet town
your hand in mine
we've got all time
while the sun still shines
not a thought in mind