My Head

It seems as though
one sacrifice of my joy
gave me another love
and it seems as though
maybe it was worth it
but I wonder if it wasn't
I wonder I wonder
but never get anything done
running in circles
is a hobby of mine
my music is important to me
but is it really?
How do I know?
Is there some evil being in me?
Subconsciously making me forget
about importance
about what is real
and what isn't
I'll get back to it some day
but tonight I'll forget
forget about importance
and the demon inside my head