Unintentionally

As the days go on
The sun keeps setting
Will we ever come out of these dark days?
You've stomped out my spark of hope
All my dark fears
are coming true
You've been hurt
But you're hurting me
Everything hurts
The worst part is
It's not physical pain I feel
She broke your heart
And now
Unintentionally
You're breaking mine
The cold air sweeps my hair
It gets to me
I don't show it
But you get to me
Unintentionally
I keep looking towards the east
hoping to see the sun rise
But fog shrouds my vision
The cloudy horizon
Snow falls from the sky
Beautiful and horrible
Unintentionally
You opened your own wounds
While creating fresh ones for me
Unintentionally
But I would be rude
to turn you away
Instead I sit here
Waiting for the train to arrive at the station
The wind picks up
It's dark, but I'm not afraid of what surrounds me
I'm afraid of what's inside
Nothing, not even the snow, is more chilling
Than my broken heart
You broke my heart
Unintentionally
Will the train ever come?
I'm waiting at the station
Warm yellow glow from the windows
I wish to be inside, to be happy
Soft Christmas music in the background
Wishing for summer
Unintentionally
But with all this accidental pain
Is it really unintentional?
I have no room to judge
Do you?
At some point I will turn away from the tracks
As you might have walked onto them
I will turn and walk away
Intentionally